It’s Anxiety
How to play this game:
Tune into your heart and ask yourself a question. Decide if your question will be answered by message number one, message number two, or message number three.
Let me know in the comments what came up for you!
Note: this is a recording from Nikki's Monday Message originally posted on Instagram.
Message one:
Right away when I was closing my eyes and trying to get the message, very clear, I got the phrase that said, “it's anxiety”.
You are feeling this energy of being excited, maybe a little nervous and kind of looking towards the future. Looking towards a new path, which is really exciting. But the natural rhythm of this thing that you're trying to come in, is a little bit slower. And it's actually a little bit more grounded and mature.
But there's an anxious energy that's floating through you that is trying to make you push it along, or get the answers quicker, or have clarity on it faster than it needs.
It makes me feel like you're baking a souffle. Every time I go to a restaurant, they're like, “Yes, I'll give you the soufflet, but I'll take 45 minutes”. So there's something about this that has to be well baked. It will take its own time. Whatever time it needs. And that you wanting to like get clarity on it or get messages on it, it's not going to mess it up. Because it feels like this path that you're on is very destined. There's a lot of divine support, there's actually excitement about you following this path. But it's gonna happen on its own terms and its own time.
You're almost working for your future self, is what it feels like. Your future self is almost dictating you to do the things that need to get done for it to enjoy that future.
So in a way, this isn't really dictated by you presently. It's dictated by your future self. Your energy might be excited and even a little nervous. But that's not the natural. That's not the true energy of this path. This path is wiser and more grounded. It actually requires you to find a grounding energy, and to have enough focus for getting the details done.
And just like that very like artistic work where you work on it every day just a little bit, very detailed oriented, in order to bring in this future time.
So if you see yourself trying to brainstorm or come up with ideas, or move this along, really see if you can bring in some dancing or some exercise and let that energy move through you so that you can get to that wiser, deeper, more grounded energy. That's the energy you really want to work with.
Your work right now is to really find that grounded energy and to realize anything that's a faster pace is not the true nature of this manifestation.
It's about the details.
And just remember that there was going to be a little bit of hard work. And it's just like, “Okay, I'm here. I'm breathing through it. I'm going through it. I'm like working on it”.
But overall, this path is a really beautiful path and there's a lot of celebration.
Message two:
Your expectations for yourself are too high. There's kind of a misunderstanding about what's actually happening here. This thing that's coming forward, or whatever you have a question about, may look a little hard or may look like it needs your willpower and your strength, or your confidence. But actually, the reason it's happening is because it is expanding your heart. It's breaking open your heart.
And what happens when the heart starts to expand is that parts of the ego get to die and leave. But that ego is not going to go out without a fight.
So it's going to be a confusing time, because you're going to feel like almost logically knowing that you need to bring more love into this and more heart into this. But your body and your ego are really going to trick you into thinking like you need to be tough and action oriented. And that you need to be accomplishing more.
And really, it's not about accomplishing more, it's about opening your heart more. Expanding more.
It's actually really about opening your heart more, surrendering more, and trusting more.
This is a window of opportunity to expand and it looks like you're trying to get somewhere ultimately. But without this humbling and this expansion of the heart, that thing you're trying to get to is too hard.
So this is going to be really an experience of seeing the world differently. It's a perspective shift.
You're seeing the world one way right now. And by going through this hard thing, or this complicated thing, you're really going to surrender into something softer, that allows so much more opportunity and possibility for you. You gotta surrender into the cracking open of the heart. Don't try to fight it. Don't try to fight any of those things.
And watch out for your ego here. Your ego is going to tell you it's real. It's really trying to fight its way through stick to stay. It's going to be very tricky.
And also what I was getting in general about this thing is “do nothing”. It felt like surrender is about letting something happen in front of me seeing where that river is trying to take me and really recognizing that this isn't the time to get my hand into this thing.
This is really about observing what's happening rather than trying to manipulate it or control it or tell it what to do.
Do nothing was really the message here.
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